Where have I been? Hmmmm.
I am not feeling like confiding in a journal anymore. I don't know why. When I look back over what I've written previously it sometimes seems like it was written by another person.
Has my life changed much? Not really. I am still with David. Jackie is speeding towards being a teenager. I'm still working security.
The only thing that's changed is that I may or may not have a job in Colorado. Please pray that I get this job. It's making what I used to be making, which was good money, and it would be a new life for all of us. Light a candle for me, pray for me, send me good vibes or my favorite, send me your rosaries. That sounds silly but my friend Erienne made me a rosary and it brought me good luck and protection. It broke a few months ago and I have been sad ever since.
Oh, Dave got a job! He is delivering pizza's for Elicia's pizza but it's in a real shitty neighborhood. I worry about him now because David is a bit gullible and thinks the best of people. I had to break it to him that someone might try to rob him. He was surprised.
Oh, my sister Renee, her kids and my cousin Nicole and hubby Corey came to visit. I was over the moon because I haven't seen my sister in three years! The only time I haven't worried about her this year is when she was visiting me.
She went back to Tennessee and the same ole situation began again, only this time, her stalker now has felony charges.
I am working on some little projects to jazz up my pictures and I'm pretty stoked about it. You can do a lot with it! I'm loving this Corel program I have.
I will post some pics in a few.
Lisa and I are stronger than ever. I don't have any residual anger at her for the crap that went down over the holidays and it seems she doesn't either. We still got friends that don't understand our friendship but I really don't give two shits what someone thinks if I don't have a relationship with them. You guys, yes. People I happen to be annoyed with in the first place? No.
I thought about locking my diary because I knew her friend had read my journal entries and had drawn her own conclusions from what she read. And then I thought about it, and I decided I don't care if she judges me. My life is not perfect and I'm okay with that. I'm okay with where I am emotionally. And what what matters is how I feel and how those I love, feel about me.
I will go into detail later but I am stronger emotionally than I have been in a while. I think I'm just starting to get a handle on things, so it makes sense.
And now I present you with some pics:
Love ya's!
12:56 pm - July 08, 2007
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