I had the most bizarre dreams last night. I dreamed I was at a store and this man was following me. Another man, a gorgeous man, stuck around with me trying to protect me, and he walked me out when it was clear the man was going to hurt me.
He took me to a club nextdoor where I could call for help in privacy. I asked to use his cell phone. Without looking at the phone, I dialed my home phone number to call David. But I kept getting an "out of order" tone, and I was getting very frusterated.
He said, "I know of a safe place until your boyfriend can come get you". I felt safe with him so I left with him. I got back to his house, and there was all of these absolutely stunning and beautiful people there. They were young, and hip and vibrant.
I asked to use his phone again, and he gave it to me. I dialed my home number again and it was still not working. I then looked down at the phone and realized what a ruse this all was. On his phone, the numbers 3, 4, 1, 8 were all mixed up and in the wrong places on his phone. He smiled big. I saw FANGS.
It took a lot of mental concentration but I outsmarted him (I thought) and figured out the correct way to use his phone to dial home. I talked to David and he said he'd come get me.
After I hung up the phone, this man asked me to lay down with him. I did. He asked me to turn over on side facing away from him. Then he bit me on the NECK! I knew then he was a vampire. This chill raced through me and I didn't want him to stop biting me.
But then David showed up to get me. I asked them to make me a vampire, but they wouldn't. I really wanted to be one. Then when David got there, it turned out that David was a vampire too. I asked why, if David was a vampire, why he hadn't been biting me all this time? They said, "He has". I asked David to make me a vampire but he wouldn't.
Then David and I left and went on a road trip. We were sipping drinks and we were both really happy. The landscape of the dream had already changed, but I knew at that moment in time he was the only person I wanted to be with.
When I think back to the symoblism of the dream, I think "VAMPIRE" actually stands for "bipolar". I don't know why but I think the inner beauty of someone affected with mental illness is never really known because all people see is a monster on the surface. The fact that David was already a vampire in my dream but had not made me one made me think that David knows just how sick he really is but does not want me to be sick like that, so he is protecting me. Even though I want to feel important and included he is protecting me from myself.
By the way, at the end of the dream, I realized the store I was in in the beginning of my dream was vampire owned. I was no longer afraid so I went back there to buy some merchandise. I was sort of afraid this time, knowing who owned and worked at this place, but I overcame my fear and had a pleasant shopping experience at a trendy store.
12:11 pm - March 24, 2007
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