My God..I am sick. And I went into work today because I had to. They needed me. Little did they know that I was so sick during the night that I had a coughing fit so bad that I peed myself. I wish I was kidding.
Lately..I've been going to bed at 8:30 p.m. or so...I've just been exhausted. The only problem is that the medication I take before bed seems to wear off about 3 a.m. and I wake up simply unable to breathe..because I want to cough so bad. And then I cough like a maniac.
I wish I could blame it on paint and drywall dust (which is probably not helping me at this point) but I've been sick since last week. Thursday or so I lost my voice..and I suffered until Sunday..when I could muster up some sort of voice..but still squeaky. Of course..I went right into a new cold Monday..which makes me think my immunity is really down right now and that's why I'm getting one illness on top of another.
I just feel like shit.
Jackie's birthday is March 3rd and I can't even muster up the energy to do a general organizing so that we can have some sort of get together here for her birthday. I'm sure I'll get it done but sitting here on my fat ass in front of the computer..ain't jack getting done.
I had to come down hard on Jackie yesterday...I felt bad. But she has been generally disrespectful, downright rude and determined to force David out of the house. I cannot pinpoint anything that he is doing wrong..except he isn't kissing her butt..and that makes her mad. Jackie wants to be the boss of everything, in control of everything and is basically driving me nuts with her hysterics and theatrical behavior. I am just..bewildered.
Where did my sweet angel go?
Who is this maniacal little monster who took her place?
I am seriously worried about her..and I wrack my brains wondering if this is typical for her age (considering she already started her period last year) and if this is going to be a problem forever.
Jackie has no problems trying to boss David and her friends around..but I'll be damned if she would EVER stand up to the little turds she goes to school with. She just takes their abuse day after day..and she is afraid to offend her peers.
Maybe I should make a call to her school counselor.
My rat died. :( I just walked over to her cage this morning and she was just lying there. I decided I don't want any rodents for a while. Moonbeam was only a year old..and I am mystified that she died so young.
Well..I have to do something to clean my house up. Then I'm going to take a shower..and maybe watch some cable. I can't remember the last time I watched more than 15 minutes of TV continuosly. A little escapism would do me good right now.
3:43 pm - February 22, 2007
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