I have been so busy lately, which I guess is a good thing. I have been sleeping so well too, thanks to the Klonopin. I sleep a full night with no periods of REM Behavior Disorder. Best yet, I dream almost every night and I remember those dreams. They are almost always good dreams.
I dreamed of poo recently, which horrified me. But when I looked it up, I found a couple of meanings. One, there is something about myself that I consider dirty or unappealing, which could mean my body because I�m fat. Two, it denotes of upcoming increases in wealth.
I don�t know which to believe, but since my dreams are almost always prophetic in some way, I have to put some stock into the dream.
Things are really looking up for me. Sometimes, I don�t feel I deserve what I have. I think mainly it has a lot to do with my job. I make 3 times what I�d make anywhere else.
When I was at my Uncle�s last weekend, he talked about self-sabotage. We all do it. It�s a family thing, I guess. I told him I�d been sabotaging myself for years. My employer has been fantastic to me, even when I�m not the best employee and my mind is elsewhere, namely 1982.
I talked to my neighbor�s home care nurse. She had gastric surgery in November and she�s lost 120 pounds. She looks amazing! She told me she�d get me some of the pamphlet�s she has. She says it�s not a picnic, that there are a lot of sacrifices you have to make, but that she�d do it over again.
If I was ABLE to get my insurance company to do it, I�d have the lap band surgery. There�s much less cutting and the recovery time is 5 days or so. And, it�s completely reversible.
I see the gastric bypass as being too invasive and risky.
I have an upcoming appointment with my physician to discuss him writing a letter to the insurance company to see if they will approve it. I pray they will.
Jackie is going to Cinder�s this weekend. My house is pretty much clean, so I�m guessing she won�t be commenting on it this time. I�m still pretty hurt over that whole thing.
Lisa and I might go see �The Exorcism of Emily Rose� this weekend. That sounds like fun. I have to steam clean my carpets this weekend so it won�t be all fun and games.
The past couple of weeks I was planning a going away party for my boss. I am really going to miss him. He is the NICEST guy ever with the patience of Job. When I was going through all that stuff with the case a couple of years ago, he was so sweet to me it made me cry. He told me whatever time I needed off I could have. He also has sleep apnea, so he never made a big deal out of it when he walked by my cube and I�d nodded off. He felt my pain!
The guy that�s supposedly taking his place is another sweetheart so I guess it�ll all be okay.
I�ve had really crappy bosses in my lifetime. A lot in the military had fat heads and inflated egos. When I came to work here, I was surprised by the kindness and support they give you.
I�m very lucky and a little spoiled. I know it, too.
These people are the best group I�ve ever worked with. I feel very blessed to know all of them.
Oh, my favorite singer Seal and fianc� Heidi Klum welcomed little Henry into the world this week. That is going to be one handsome little boy!
10:42 am - September 15, 2005
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