Jackie has a sore throat. This crap always happens when I�m broke!! I looked at her throat though and there are no white pockmarks, so I don�t think it�s strep. I didn�t know what to think of it until I saw a commercial for Singulair. One of the side effects is a sore throat. Well, what do you know?
If she complains about it today�I don�t know what I�m going to do. I could call the doctor and ask him to just bill me for the office visit. But then, I�m worried that it just might be a sore throat, that�s all, and he�s probably prescribe something over the counter anyway.
Crap.
Billie came over yesterday after he got home from work. Mylie was still out with her new man. Billie showed me a rose and a gold locket (with the price tag still on) that he bought her. I felt sad for him. I think he�s in denial, bro.
He then asked me to read a letter he wrote to her. It was also very simple and pretty sad. He explained his feelings that she is his entire world and that his love for her is true. But you know what, I don�t think she gives a rat�s you-know-what about his feelings.
I straight out told him that what she�s doing is mean and hateful. What do I have to lose? I�m not going to feed into that little flicker of hope that he has for her. I mean, day before yesterday, I was sitting outside with Tawny and he walks up to us and says out of the blue: �She�s not going anywhere. She�s not leaving..� and the very next morning I see her new man pick her and the baby up at o� dark thirty.
I hate to see good people get hurt. It happens to me sometimes. It takes me a while to wake up, too.
What�s sad is that if he stays with her, this won�t be the last time she cheats. They�re engaged and she�s pulling this crap. She�s already seen that she can have the security of a place to live and her soon-to-be-husband will put up with her wandering eye and hands.
It sucks.
I love Survivor. I watched last night and was so sad to see Coby go. I admit it; I got a thing for gay guys, and I definitely had a crush on Coby. He is hot! And very sexy. Meowww!
Hopefully, Stephanie stays for a while. They need to get rid of Janu and Jenn. Janu is as valuable as cold, wet, termite-infested, dead wood.
I don�t like either of them. Ian is cute but I wonder when the cuteness is going to wear thin on people.
By the way, I was pissed about American Idol this week. I knew after Nadia did that Dusty Springfield/Crystal Gayle/Who cares song that she was toast. But they�re still keeping Scott Savol! I hate him. Wifebeater. Pig-man.
Bo has more talent than Scott if you ask me. However, Bo has started to become complacent and after all, he did sing a �sacred� song: �Free Bird� which is one of my favorite songs of all time! Maybe some people didn�t like him doing that.
Scott is getting such a big head. For someone who looks like Porky Pig he sure thinks he�s all that. Ugh!
Next to go: Scott Savol or Anthony Federov. Bo too.
Too bad I�m only going to tune in to the last 10 minutes of the results show. I�m watching �Revelations� for the next 4 weeks.
I�m so big on that stuff. I grew up in a religious family so the subject matter of the �end times� is nothing new. I find it fascinating! One of my favorite movies of all time is �The Seventh Sign� and I have read almost all of the Tim Lahaye/Jerry Jenkins �Left Behind� books.
I have actually read the book of Revelations multiple times. It is very interesting.
I was reading a website about the end times and this guy said that the mark of the beast is actually denominationalism. That�s an interesting theory. Especially to me since I have such a hard time going to church. I do think that I like this Methodist Church that�s down the street from me. I�m going to have to raise Jackie in a church so that the Mormons in the family don�t get to her first. I don�t care what religion she is, as long as she isn�t Mormon.
It�s a long story. You all know I�m an ex-Mormon. I think that says a lot about why I don�t want Jackie to be Mormon.
I�m excited about Saturday. Me and Lisa are taking the kids to Grant�s Farm.
On another note, taken-by-you reminded me of this�but I�m so ready to buy the Killer�s album: Hot Fuss. My buddy taken wrote in her journal about the �Somebody Told Me� song that I�ve loved for months and didn�t know who it was by. �Somebody told me you had a boyfriend, who looked like a girlfriend��
~Slowly dying~ I love that song! It reminds me of something I�d hear in the Bourbon Pub on Bourbon Street.
On-line review of the album:
Although they are Las Vegas, Nevada natives, the Killers have more in common with the retro-New Wave sounds of New York City than with the casino crooners most often associated with Sin City. On HOT FUSS, the shaggy-haired quartet matches 1960s garage attitude and Strokes-like vocal swagger with a danceable, bass guitar-driven sound that pays lavish tribute to '80s pop heroes Duran Duran and Simple Minds. With "On Top," the combo adds the soaring, delay-laden guitars of U2 and the Fixx, while "Somebody Told Me" features a bouncy disco beat that recalls the Pet Shop Boys. Not content to be pegged as a retro-revival act, however, the Killers imbue each song on this fierce debut with a healthy dose of new-millennium rock snarl.
9:36 am - April 15, 2005
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