How thankful I am for ordinary days. The past few days have been, well, very ordinary.
We�ve had sun, and rain, and wind, and thunderstorms.
I�ve had hiccups and somewhat of a sinus headache.
I am so broke. What�s new? I�m going to have to ask Rene� if I can borrow $100.00 till payday. I hate to do that, and who knows if he will do it�sometimes, he metes it out over a few days in $5.00 increments. It�s enough to drive me nuts.
Part of the reason for my brokeness is that I got to quit using overdraft protection in my checking account. It�s becoming a crutch. It�s not unusual to be $300.00 in the hole by payday. It�s starting to become a cycle.
There�s a lot going on in the complex. Billy is still up in arms about his wife and her decision to go spend the time when Billy�s at work with another guy. What a mess!
She�s upfront about it too. She�s snarkily commented that she wishes people would stay out of her business. Well, we wouldn�t BE in her business if she hadn�t run off into the sunset Saturday and left her 9-month-old daughter and husband stranded! I sure didn�t ask to be babysitting her kid while she�s getting her groove on. I�m sure Tawny didn�t count on going up in that smelly apartment and trying to find clean clothes so the baby wouldn�t have to go with me in her pj�s. And when she didn�t find any clean clothes, she went and bought some. She bought clothes, and bibs, and food for the baby. I thought that was sweet.
Yet, Mylie made a comment as I walked out my door one day that she wasn�t talking to �It� anymore. She was referring to Tawny, the apartment manager.
So, let me get this straight. You are a young mother. An older wonderful woman and her husband take you to doctor�s appointments, drive you places, help you take care of your baby, and buy stuff for your baby and generally take good care of you and all you can do is get mad at her because she doesn�t agree with what you�re doing? How quickly you turn against people!
Little witch. Little spoiled rotten selfish little tramp.
I WISHED I had someone do that for me when I was a new mother. I was pretty much on my own without a clue! When I was in Jacksonville, my nearest relative was 600 miles away.
When people take an interest in Jackie�s life I am grateful! I don�t take it for granted.
She doesn�t even need to come over and sit on my porch because we will have words! The way she talked to me the other day she sort of implied I was not only taking sides, but I was taking hers.
Not!
Needless to say, she won�t be watching Jackie this summer. I don�t know what I�m going to do. I guess it�s time to start looking for daycare. This is crazy!
2:01 pm - April 13, 2005
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