Well, I just did it. I sent an email to this doctor that does the Lap-band surgery. This is the surgery where they make two little laproscopic incisions and put a band around your stomach. There's no stapling involved.
I need to do something.
Staying active is not taking the pounds off. Drinking diet soda isn't helping either. Joining the Y is going to cost me $600.00 a year. I guess that'll be my next step.
I'm so depressed to weigh this much. I don't even look like myself anymore.
I hope the docter gets back to me soon. I certainly meet all the criteria for this sort of gastric surgery. I've had surgery before so I'm not afraid.
I guess I'm afraid of not having fat to insulate myself against the world. It would be strange.
1:29 pm - October 26, 2004
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