The good news I forgot to share is that my doctor took me off Prozac and took me down on the Zyprexa. He seems to think I�m managing my bipolar just fine. That was a relief. He also said if I really wanted to do the lap-band surgury that he would back me up. However, I must make all the contacts myself.
I�ve been on this new prescription regimen for a week and already, my feet have stopped swelling and have returned to normal. This is wonderful because it�s hard to get shoes to fit right when you got the same feet as the stay puff marshmallow man. I was up to a size 11! My feet were just too wide and nobody really makes shoes that are size 10 � wide. Hopefully, the water weight will go away too. My clothes don�t feel so tight anymore which is great.
So, I made a fool out of myself on Wednesday. There�s this guy, who knows my Uncle Barry. They used to work together before the guy, who was in the National Guard reserve, got activated after 9/11. When the guy got activated he came to work at my place. My Uncle somehow found out that he was working here, and told him to look for me. Then he gave him my phone number.
He did look for me and he found me. This was of course, a few years ago. He�s really nice, but I don�t know if he�s married and I don�t dare ask.
Anyway, I saw him for the first time in a year on Wednesday. He�s no longer in the National Guard, and he works at my company.
The other day, I was walking by and he said my name. I said, �You�re the one who knows my uncle��
And he said, �Yeah, and I never call you..� I immediately start to get nervous. So what do I say? Something stupid:
�Yeah, I guess my uncle�s trying to get me hitched..� and immediately I start backing away. I wanted to erase what I said but I couldn�t.
I hung my head in shame.
Typical.
First bite I�ve had in a while and I go and screw it up by saying something you�d say to get RID of a guy.
Crap.
I'm such a dork sometimes.
12:57 pm - October 15, 2004
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