Well, I think my life is going to change again, but in a good way. I've dealt with what happened to me when I was seven. I got justice this year for me, my mom, myself and my family. I spoke up in the face of adversity.
I faced what scared me most.
My car is almost paid off. I will finally be able to pay a few outstanding bills with the $420.00 that is usually taken up by a car payment. That is going to be awesome. Besides some major shopping that I've put off for a while, I'm going to buy a treadmill, and a computer, and pay down what little is on my credit report. And after that I'm going to sock some money in my IRA, and open two accounts. One is going to be for a down payment on a house, and the other is going to be my vacation fund. I'd like to take Jackie to New Orleans or maybe even go down to Miami for a week next spring.
I feel so good right now. Things are finally looking up for me. It's so nice to be in this place after having been in the dark for years. I haven't felt this happy since before I left the Navy.
The only thing left is to lose this weight and I plan to do so with the treadmill. I've got a plan....oh yes I do. The best part is...no one could look down on me ever again, and I'm actually past the point where I really care what people think about me.
It only matters what Jackie thinks. The day my daughter doesn't look up to me is the day I do some major remodeling upstairs.
2:32 pm - July 16, 2004
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