I�m really freaking out. I�m 2 months late on my car payment due to all the financial setbacks I�ve suffered the past few months. Last night I checked my caller ID and Enterprise was on there. I checked the answering machine, but no message. Why didn�t they leave a message?
My brain went nuts. All sorts of negative scenarios played out in my mind. There�s a customer service/payment processing coordinator that I�ve had words with. Nothing personal, but I felt she could�ve been nicer to me. I�ve felt like, since that incident, that she�s had it out for me.
I had visions of my car being towed off in the middle of the night.
Sigh. I called Enterprise and left a message for my account rep, letting her know I�m sending in a payment today and to call me at work or home if she needs to.
I had to say a little prayer that I can keep this car until it�s paid off in July. I�m doing my best, God. I know I�ve royally messed up my finances and you�d think I�d learn after all these different fiascos with my money.
I�m learning slowly. Please forgive me. Please help me.
I want to keep my car. It�s important for my livelihood.
I talked to my cousin last night. She�s getting married today at the Leavenworth courthouse to Bob. Bob is a really nice, if very opinionated, guy. I�m happy for her.
Cousin Angie told me she�d get my dad the message first thing this morning that it was an emergency for him to call me. I hope he does go stay with Renee for a while. She needs someone to keep a lookout for Terry while she gets some sleep or until the police catch Terry.
I�m waiting for a call from the Circuit Attorney. I�m waiting for a call from Enterprise. I�m waiting for a call from my Dad or worse a call about Renee that something bad has happened.
My nerves are strung very tight today. Last night I went on a cleaning rampage so that I could mindlessly do my housework while mentally coping with the stresses I�m dealing with. Right now I just want to lay my head down and be quiet until I get some kind of phone call. The dread is driving me nuts.
10:45 - Wednesday, Feb. 25, 2004
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