I do not feel inspired at all today. While I'm not severely depressed or anything...I am feeling at a loss. I told David today that I do not know how to be "lazy". I do not know how to relax. I have not been unemployed in 4 1/2 years.
I've heard that they had a meeting at work and it was said that my company was going to hire back this October..and that who ever wasn't able to be picked up by my company would be picked up by the other major employer there.
I will be working part time at the job I usually work every summer..in addition to my usual full time gig. The only reason I didn't work the part time this summer was because I met David. Well..thank God..they kept me on the payroll...so I should be getting..hopefully..20 hours or more a week. The pay is good..but it's only part time. The only thing is..I'll be making more than unemployment would pay me..which is good.
I guess because I'm unemployed..everything is magnified. I'm paranoid about every little cough and sniffle Jackie and I have. I have health insurance until the end of September..which is scary as hell too. Full price for my medication and Jackie's will be upwards of $1000..which I cannot afford. The joke also..I got a letter about the Cobra insurance from my ex-employer..and for the low price of $774.00 a month..I can have health insurance for me and Jackie! What crap. Who can afford that kind of money for ANYTHING when they are unemployed?
I think I'll check out Blue Cross Blue Shield..I actually believe it will be cheaper to go with them.
There are many blessings to being at home right now..and I shouldn't forget that. I think the biggest plus is the time I get to spend with friends and family. Also..I was not working Friday..so I was able to make Lisa's birthday special...and I felt good about that.
I just don't know what to do with myself. There is so much I want to do right now but I just feel like the energy has been sapped from my body. Tomorrow will be good..I am going with Lisa to her 3-D ultrasound. I am so excited!
Well..much more later.
12:48 pm - August 28, 2006
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