I have just decided that most men suck. There are a few in real life that don't: Rene' and Doug and the detectives and my uncle Rick. Online, there is Jackprague and even some husbands of my sistergirls on diaryland. On livejournal, it's Mr. Mateo. He is awesome.
But I realized after talking to my therapist today that I am not crazy. Joe was doing some stuff that is SCARY!
He was pushy. He was impatient. He pretended to understand what I said, only to regurgitate something altogether different. He was in a rush to get in a relationship. Before we even met he told me he wanted to be my boyfriend.
Do I even need to go there? We were only talking for a few weeks. I mean, really!
So, I erased him from my instant messenger buddy list. I deleted his password and logon from diaryland. I would explain "why" to him but he just seems like the oblivious type and wouldn't get it anyway.
Maybe I am too damaged to ever be in a relationship again. Who knows? For the right guy, I'd let my guard down a little.
But for your average "Joe", no way. Not again.
I got a past, and I've got a history and I have been severely traumatized many times in my life. I'm not a normal person.
But I am me. And while I accept me, guys seem to have a problem with the fact that I do have some issues.
Well, they can kiss my ass.
People that want to rush you almost always have something to hide. I don't need that sort of drama in my life.
The right guy will compliment my life, not complicate it.
Until then, I have 3 boxes of AA batteries.
I'll be fine.
3:56 pm - March 16, 2006
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