Some relief is on the horizon. I got an email from the editor at the Post Dispat*ch yesterday. He stated that the article will be run on Sunday.
He also asked about my diary here on diaryland. That really gives me the hee-bee jee-bee�s because I strongly suspect that entries of mine (before it was locked) will show up in the paper. He asked whether to refer to it in the past or present tense. I should�ve lied and told him past tense, but I have a conscience. I just told him it was locked indefinitely.
At this point, I�m almost at peace with whatever they are going to write. I know the article is slanted in favor of the convict, but my story should be important too. I was there. I have an edge that other people don�t because I don�t suspect what happened, I KNOW what happened.
So many people are in jail and on death row that shouldn�t be. They were framed or set up or in the wrong place at the wrong time. But Rodn*ey isn�t innocent. He never was. He wasn�t innocent from the first guy he killed. You know the guy who he killed by bashing out his brains with a hammer.
It happened that the guy I identified to the police because I saw him in my house that night, and I watched his face as he tried to kill me by stabbing me, was the only one with a prior conviction for murder. The only man out of hundreds with a prior conviction for murder.
The only thing he deserves is a 100,000 volts with a cattle prod up his butt.
I do need to call the Circuit Attor*ney�s office to find out about when I�m going to be subpoenaed. I know that she was climbing Mt. Kilimanjaro in September, but I have heard nothing this month.
Tuesday, I got a call from Jackie�s school that she was throwing up. When I got there I found out she�d thrown up 5-6 times, once in her backpack. Why she did that, I don�t know.
I thought it was a stomach bug, but the more I think about it, the more it sounded like she had a migraine. Sigh. Poor baby. She complained a lot about having a headache. I thought it might be because she hadn�t eaten lunch (she told me she wasn�t hungry). But she didn�t have a fever. She just wanted to sleep and ended up sleeping 4 hours.
When she woke up, she still had a headache. I had made her some chicken noodle soup. She was hungry and took a few bites of the soup. But immediately, she threw up again. I was wondering if, since it had been two hours since I�d given her Motrin, if that came up too.
But a half an hour later, she woke up. Her headache was almost gone, and she was ravenous. I tried to make her pace herself, but she was so hungry. She ate 5 crackers and almost an entire bowl of soup. Then she drank some Gatorade.
The rest of the night she seemed almost herself again. She didn�t throw up again.
The next morning, she had a slight headache, but she went to school. It was pajama day and she didn�t want to miss it.
It sure sounds like a migraine to me. Nausea, need to sleep, lethargy and a hangover headache.
Her nurse said that the doctor could authorize the use of Motrin for a headache. The nurse could keep it at the office.
Good idea. I don�t know when Jackie is going to get another migraine. It could be a year from now. But at least I know she�ll have medication there that she can take immediately.
Lisa�s been having a lot of issues lately. I feel so bad for her. If it�s not her acid reflux, it�s migraines. If it�s not migraines, it�s her bladder. All of these can be remedied by medication. However, Lisa�s trying to get pregnant, and none of these medications can be taken by someone who�s pregnant or might become pregnant.
Please pray that she gets some relief of her issues. And pray that she gets pregnant. A baby would bring so much to her life. Not that she doesn�t adore Jacob, her son. But she wants a baby with Doug, and her clock is ticking. Every month she gets so depressed when she starts her period. I get a little depressed for her too.
I feel bad because there�s nothing I can say to soothe her or make her feel better. It�s not like there�s some magic phrase that can make the pain of not conceiving any better.
I don�t know what it�s like to try and try for a baby. I can�t imagine that pain. I was told I�d never have kids, so Jackie really was a surprise! But we never tried to get pregnant because we thought I couldn�t.
At this point in my life, I don�t know if I�ll have another one. I�d love to, but having Jackie is enough if I don�t.
I support and love you Lisa. I�m here for you girl!
Nicole�s wedding is coming up this weekend. I feel terrible for not being able to make it. But with me still having pneumonia, and just getting over strep, I feel like crap. Plus, having spent close to $175.00 in the past 3 weeks on co pays and medication, I just don�t have the money to take the trip to Tennessee. I barely have enough for a wedding gift.
On top of that I was supposed to take off this Friday so that Jackie could be a part of the rehearsal dinner. But I had to take 4 days off because of me having pneumonia and strep, and then that day I took off when Jackie had strep.
I�m so far in the hole in my leave. If I have to take another day off in the near future, it will have to be a day of leave without pay, and I can�t afford that.
She�ll probably be mad at me for a very long time. I hope she understands I fully intended to go, until all of this illness started happening. It just spiraled out of control and left me broke as hell.
I still love her, you know?
She�s a good girl.
9:01 am - October 20, 2005
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