I just wanted to say "Thank you" to all my buddies who left me supportive messages in my notes. It means a lot that you guys are rooting for me!
I feel bad that I misjudged fight4fair. In my paranoia, I thought she might be a member of Rodney's family and I was disturbed that one of them might be reading my journal. Hell, one of them might REALLY be reading this. I don't care. I have nothing to hide.
I still must apologize to my new friend. We have both endured traumatic things in our life, like losing a loved one to murder. In her case, it turns out the wrong guy served time. In my case, the right guy is in jail but he just won't die. Like a cockroach.
I don't understand how he has survived this long in prison. Guys like him, in the best situation, end up as someone's bee-otch. In the worse cases, they can't close one eye without worrying that someone is going to whip their butts. I think Rodney has spent a lot of time in isolation.
Good. If my mom can't see the light of day, he shouldn't either.
Anyway, fight4fair and I both understand what it's like to be angst-ridden and not want to burden other people with our emotions. We both experience guilt.
Welcome to diaryland, my new friend.
And to the rest of you guys, Merry Christmas!!
My only Christmas wish is to find a "TheDevlyn", under my tree, wrapped up in a bow.
Fat chance.
11:45 am - December 23, 2004
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