Oh, my god. My bottom tooth is killing me. Now, we all may remember that a month or so ago, I got a partial root canal and got another tooth pulled. Looks like the dentist will be getting some more of my money soon.
I had to cancel my appointment today for the rest of the root canal because I have no money. That's right. I have $2.00 until the 10th of August. I am so broke. Yesterday Rene' came to my desk and started to hand me $10.00. I just looked at him, so he gave me another $10.00. I guess he felt bad after flying his Godson and the Godson's mother Lamey to Sequoia National Park in California last weekend. Maybe he felt bad too that he paid for all the airfair, room, board and food and was now trying to hand me a lousy $10.00. I don't understand him anymore.
Mr. Sweatpants has been acting weird lately. I don't know what's going on. If you noticed I've not been talking about him it's because he hasn't been around. I barely see him anymore. I told him the other day: "I feel like we're growing apart.." and he replied that he didn't feel like that at all.
I guess my feelings just don't matter with him. I can't wait until my car's paid off and I don't have to ask him for money anymore and see then if he notices me not hanging on him anymore.
I'll be $420.00 richer a month, maybe now I can be more independant. I mean, if anything I ask him for $10.00 here and there, but I always pay him back the next payday. Meanwhile, Lamey sucks him dry and doesn't feel bad about it and he still gets pissy with me. I get sick of him taking it out on me. I just don't think our relationship is healthy anymore.
2:09 pm - August 03, 2004
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