God, it�s been awful the past couple of days. We�ve had New Orleans style humidity for what seems like eons now.
The forecast last week, every single day, was rain. Did we get rain? Maybe once, a quick downpour at 3 a.m. one day, but that was it.
Same forecast this week. We got some rain this morning. Aaah, well at least the humidity is dying down quickly.
I can�t stand to be sticky.
There�s something else�..that I should probably say. Well, okay. I check my caller ID every day but I only check my messages about once a week, unless I think they�re very important, which I should know from checking the caller ID.
Because I only check my messages once a week, and since Melinda, my older sister, gets bored and calls 3-4 times a day and leaves long messages, well, I should expect to have some space issues on my answering machine.
Monday, my phone rang, and I knew right away it was Patrick. You know, first-date-last-Sunday-probably-last-date too-Patrick.
Maybe I�m just weirded out by Sunday�s events, but I didn�t pick up the phone when he called. After the 4th or 5th ring, I heard the answering machine come on and say �Sorry, memory is full�.
So he couldn�t leave a message.
Oh, man! I don�t want to call him back, because aside from the money situation on Sunday, when he kissed me, I felt like I was kissing that Big Mouth Billy Bass. You know, that thing that was so big at Walgreens a few years ago. No sparks. I felt like I was kissing a pair of those big red wax lips.
I guess we can be friends, but I hate to let the guy down.
I was talking to Romy about it and she just came out and asked me, �Are you bored ALREADY?�
�Yep!�
I think she was astonished. I did mention that I just did not feel anything for him.
And so, it�s over before it even got started.
In the mean time, I will still go out on the town and meet people. I will continue to date as I please.
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My sister Melinda always feels the need to mediate, which is not really something I�d expect of her since she�s a Scorpio. I don�t see Scorpio�s being a good neutral party.
I�m a Libra, the sign of the scales, and I�m good at mediating.
Well, unless I�m in a jam. I can�t very well mediate between myself and another person, though I do always try to be fair.
And firm. I do firm pretty well.
My sister Renee is a Leo, and she craves attention and everything is all about her. Though she can be loving she can also be tyrannical and controlling. You are either for her or against her. Sounds familiar, right?
I guess right now she thinks I�m against her. I am unwaverable though in my opinion that she is not putting her children first and she�s acting like a damn fool. I�m not going to change my mind. I have weighed the situation fully, and it appears that Renee is very unstable (Libra�s hate that).
I�m torn between being a good sister to Renee and being a good aunt to my nieces and nephew. Us Libra�s can be a tad indecisive also. I�m torn between doing the right thing and the easy thing. The right thing is to stay the course as concerned aunt Lissy. The easy thing would be to let Renee make what could be a lethal mistake and keep my mouth shut.
I choose to do the right thing which will earn me zero brownie points with my sister.
She got the letter. I know this because Melinda called me and in hushed tones, she informed me that the letter made Renee so mad that she tore it up.
Sigh. I was hoping she�d put it away and read it again later.
Maybe I�ll send her a 2nd copy that I made of it.
That probably wouldn�t go over well.
She got it Monday, the same day I left the message on her phone telling her that I still love her. Terry, the piece of crap useless excuse for a human being, asked her what it was and she wouldn�t tell him. I wish she would tell him. I�m not afraid of him.
If he thinks he�s big and bad he needs to bring it on. I got something waiting for him.
Anyway, I guess the letter bombed. Renee was distraught over some things I said, like, �you�re not putting your kids first�, or �you must�ve learned to abuse prescription drugs SOMEWHERE� or something along the lines of Terry being a worthless piece of shyte.
Sorry. Did I hurt his WIDDLE feelings? Awww. Po baby.
Well, I spoke the truth.
Melinda is encouraging Renee to call me. Why? There�s nothing to really talk about. I�ve said my peace. I�m not going to change my mind about Terry. I�ll NEVER welcome his worthless redneck ass into my home. Never. I�ll never accept him being a member of my family. NEVER.
I will have nothing to do with a man that threatened to kill my sister the same way her mother was murdered. There are just some things you don�t say. He went there. He can�t come back, in my opinion.
That�s just a place you don�t go.
11:24 am - June 16, 2004
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