Well, only a few hours till the background interview. It�s akin, for me, to having a root canal. It�s an excruciatingly personal look into your private life.
I might as well be in a dark room, tied to a chair, with one single solitary light bulb hanging down from the ceiling.
It sucks.
Everybody I know keeps telling me to �relax� and �remember, they�re only doing their job�. You might as well say, �just remember, when they�re banging you over the head with a frying pan, they�re just doing their job.�
Uh.
I feel like I�m going to meet �The Executioner�. I�m hearing the Death March.
I guess the bright side is that I�m on medication so I�m only feeling a tenth of the trepidation that I usually feel. I�ve worked in this field for 9 years, and I�ve never been able to squash that jittery feeling in my stomach when it comes time for this. It�s nice to know that usually about this time, I have a nervous breakdown.
So, I�m asking all of my diaryland friends for prayers, good vibes and well wishes. I want to keep my job because it pays decent money and allows me to take care of my daughter, even if I don�t really like it.
08:06 - Thursday, Mar. 18, 2004
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