Feeling stress a little bit. One of the "investigators" called me yesterday and cheerfully informed me it's time for my background investigation. Yip-friggedy-ee! I have to give him the name of 3 present coworkers, two past coworkers, a financial disclosure (another sore spot), and at least 1/2 hour of my time on Thursday. Not only do I suffer all those little indignities, they check your driving record and credit report.
The awful dread. I feel so hesitant to discuss my financial disaster with a stranger. There's no way I can justify my bad credit.
After much thought, I feel the best recourse is to just admit that "I don't know how to manage my money". Honesty should be appreciated here.
No child support yet. It was due on the first. I hate having to wait for it, but I don't have the funds or the patience to take him to court right now.
Jackie is doing really good in school. Since we had our "chat" about sitting still and paying attention, and after calling Dad in Oregon, she's gotten a Green for 8 days in a row. A green means she had a good day at school. I knew she could control herself better than she was.
Oh, a gerbil died yesterday, so Momma is in a cage by herself. Now, we have 8 gerbils, 1 hamster, 3 rats and Toby.
We have a regular farm.
08:30 - Tuesday, Mar. 16, 2004
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